I woke up heavy and down, despite waking up to my lovely partner. Forced myself to get up and put on my workout gear. Went for a walk around the streets. I began quite tearful, my head full of feeling locked in by the lockdown: fck all this smallness.
As my body moved though, climbing stairs and steeps paths, my head began to clear. I saw cute chickens clucking, gentle flowers swaying, adolescent kereru playing silly buggers, and a particularly gorgeous house putting its shoulders back and showing itself off very well in the sunshine. By the time I got home I felt good enough to smash out a workout which left me feeling sweaty and wonderful. The day continued well, with yum food for lunch and a lovely woman calling me to discuss some work we're going to do once this rahui is done. Last but most definitely not least, I may or may not have participated in some very delicious sunshiney kisses.
It was a bloody good day, and I had my arms wide open to receive all the beauty and warmth that came my way. I soaked it all in. I'll take all the happiness I can get right now, because no matter how you look at it, this corner's a tough one.
I wanted to tell you
love
that
happiness
is found
in the
smallest
of
corners.
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[I wanted to tell you, 2020 is available as a limited edition studioprint]